The First Trimester

Obviously korang dah tau apa maksud title ni. Yes dearie semua (cewah then again, macam lah ramai pembaca blog ku - but that's not the point) I'm pregnant! Alhamdulillah~

We didn't plan for the baby, Mr.H kata kita serahkan saja pada Dia (macam drama melayu lah pulak). Sebenarnya, saya yang nak cepat. Entah ye, I guess it's a marriage thingy kot. Before this ada juga cam terdetik tak nak awal sangat. Bila dah kahwin, seriously can't resist of the small person desire! Seriously babe! Takkan nak geletek-geletek anak buah je. Normal ye normal, every woman musti ada desire ni.

There goes the 1st 2month. Nada! Frust tau the 1st time doctor habaq kata "I don't think you're pregnant" - that time I was down with UTI. Sudah ku explain apa itu UTI di posting ku yang lepas. Rajin jugak lah tak sihat early marriage ni. Orang kata hormon is getting use to the 'new' environment. Oh well, maybe.

Ok masuk je bulan ke 3 selepas berkahwin (ecececey), we are ready for our honeymoon. Well, it's a short vacation for just the 2 of us after all those hustle bustle di office. One day during my lunch at my mom's, at that time i was going back to my office after lunch (ye readers, office dekat je dengan rumah, jadi lunch pun balik rumah makan..teehee). My mom asked me, "kak, are you pregnant?". I was like "of course lah tak"-honestly I didn't know. Masuk je kereta, terdetik di hati, 'eh, entah-entah...I am...' . Lepas tu i just drop the thought. The next day, when i woke up, the 1st thing on my mind is, should I do the UPT? The night before memang takde fikir apape pun. Tidur senyenyak nya. I wonder kenapa i have that thought early in the morning. Ok, I denied it again. I thought maybe mainan perasaan because I wouldn't want to be frustrated again. Tak nak berharap lah konon. Same things happen the next day but this time I did the test.

Moment yang di nanti-nanti.......Jeng jeng jeng.... Ok so I did the procedure, saw the line was clear 1 line. Dalam hati kata, tak pe lah still bukan rezeki kot. Then......I take a look on the test again, and this time it's a clear double lines!!!!! O! M! G! I could not believe my eyes! I ran towards the box and tengok balik betul ke double line means I'm positive. Yes! Yes! Yes dearie, double line is damn POSITIVE. I was stunned, I was speechless, I went blur! Yeap..Blurry abis. I snap the picture and MMS to my most important persons.

Haaaaaaaaah...that's how I knew.

Alhamdulillah, early stage of pregnancy tak banyak pun kerenah. Just that, a bit of feeling loya-loya tekak but tak muntah. Now, rasa macam boleh adapt. I'm eating for 2 now.Hehee..You can imagine how much i eat. Silakan..I'm so happy, so emotional sampai tengok cerita sedih sikit pun nak tangkap leleh. Emosi emosi..

I'm so thankful to Allah, my Mr. H, my best friend-you know who you are, my parents and in laws..they are the persons yang sangat concern about me. Thank you thank you. Pray for my baby supaya dia jadi manusia yg berguna, lebih baik from what we are now. Yang jahat baby jangan ikut tau!.

Alhamdulillah~