Schedule baru

I need to make new schedule now. Nak kena adjust time and arrange new schedule. 

Since baby is already 1 month, I need to start stimulating him. Kena hardcore sikit as I'm not gonna be around him for 8 hours a day lepas ni. Lama tuh 8 jam. Uwaa..

Perasaan seorang...(E.2)

As I'm writing this, si tenit kesayangan ni tengah berada di pangkuan.

Waaaah..ini budak memang sangat suka lah kalau duduk bawah ketiak mommy dia. Bau ashem pun dia lah yang paling suka duduk kat mommy dia. I feel so special! Hehe..

Ok kita continue last entry ya.

Memang weiy..stressful sangat. Memang rasa nak menangis. Memang dah nangis pun bila baby tak mau tido and nak 'memilk' (nenen lah tu..saje i panggil memilk,tak lh sama ngan semua orang panggil nenen je) dia je tapi tak minum, nak 'ngempeng' orang jawa kata. Dalam bahasa melayu, erm..apa ek? Entah, korang cari lah sendiri ye. Tak larat sebab nak pegang je si anak tu. Tidur duduk tu memang dah pro lah! You dont even keep track of the time pun. Time really flies! Sedar-sedar je si tenit ni dah nak 1month dah esok. Cepatnya masa berlalu!!! Cuti 2bulan memang tak cukup!! Boley tak kalau nak cuti 3tahun? Hahaha.. yerlah, kan the 1st 3years tu is the most crucial time for your baby. It's their golden years. During that 3 years lah the only time kita nk develop baby kita, kita nak teach baby without any effort as their brain is connecting each cells kat dalam tu. Ok, i'm not good at explaining this. Sila rujuk pakar, Puan Watie - the Early Childhood Education expert. 

Syukur Alhamdulillah after the 1st week tu things are getting better. Memang sangat thankful kat family for the support, kawan-kawan yang keep on giving me advice juga moral support and owh..not to forget Sang suami yang mempunyai kesabaran yang tinggi melayan segala kerenah, being a helping hand untuk ke sana ke mari, living in 2 places at once..hebat! Superdad lah you! muah! We love you daddy! But of course once a while baby akan meragam like its growth spurt time - honestly, i dont really know when is it actually. Did some reading on it, but entah..sometimes it feels like my baby is having growth spurt all the time. 

Begitulah when you have a baby around. I'm adapting to it. It's fun sebab bangun tidur je bila tengok muka si tecik ni, memang rasa tenang and blessed! Hidup lebih bermakna! Patutlah orang never talk about the zombie part sangat sebab tengok muka baby je dah lupa semua. Tak caya? tengok ni..tengok ni..

Armani boy got action

Memang daddy's boy. That pose memang exactly like his dad

He never cry during shower time. So cute lah kamu boy!

This is what he always do..yawning!

Owh sangat lah precious semua moment tu to me. I bet I'm gonna cry bila naik kerja nanti. Uwaaaa..mau cuti 3 tahun!! Encik H, boleh tak I jadi SAHM? or WAHM? Tak sampai hati nak kasi si tenit ni kat orang lain jaga! Tak puas lagi nak jaga si tomel ni!!


Tabik spring lah kat working mommies out there. I wonder if i can handle it. If only my workplace tu best! Owh well, dilemma seorang mommy.

Perasaan seorang...(E.1)

Saya - seorang mommy kepada Aimar Armani.

My dad asked me how do I feel having a baby now? I never thought he would ask me that question as I sendiri dont really know how does it feel. Tak terucap kot perasaan nya.

 I rasa since jadi mommy nih, macam-macam perasaan ada. The good feeling, the bad feeling, the awkward feeling, semua ada.

The 1st 1 week as a mother, memang stressful sebab maybe i wasnt ready mentally and physically. Entahlah, nak kata tak ready tak jugak sebab dah ada 9 month untuk prepare semua tu kan? The word 'not ready' tu tak tepat lah. Maybe I'm surprise with the situation sebenarnya. True that orang kata you'll be like zombie/zomba when you have a baby but no one talks about how it really feels and here I'm telling you.

Stressful, depress, sad, mad, TIRED!! Yes! SANGAT!! Orang kata its a post-partum depression. I think so too because after that, takde feeling tu dah. All you have is love kat your baby sampai Mr.H pun jealous. Yes, he is! Bayangkan you got no time nak layan your husband because your baby occupied most of your time. Almost all of your time. Tak tipu ya!

When you have a baby, you'd do ANYTHING for your baby. During the early times memang rasa nk marah sebab you dont have enough time to sleep. I even scolded my baby once ok twice. Lepas tu my baby merajuk!! Kesian sangat weih!! Rasa nak nangis sedih tengok baby yang tak bersalah tu kena marah..

Tak sedih ke kalau tengok budak tenit ni nangis, merajuk?

To be continued..

Lil boy dah seek for attention dah.

3weeks boy