Curiosity~

Actually I got 1 entry to be posted but I'm too depressed to blog it out today.

What will you think if someone who you considered her/him as a friend, bestfriend instead so suddenly push you away from being your friend. Well at least it looks like you are being pushed away as a friend.

Pelik kan? Well, I tried to be positive. As positive as I can be, but things did not make sense. Just before things happen, we were good! Though masing-masing busy with our own life, tapi we are still good friends.

It happens a few weeks before Raya. I called a few times but no answer and so I thought she was busy or something. Few days to Raya, I gave another call but still the same. I decided to text her. Still, nothing from her. I even called her mom asking for her and I was told that her son was sick. So I just ask her sister to send her my regards. Text her some Hari Raya message but still NOTHING.

Through Facebook?

Sudah! Tapi masih diam membisu. Ada a few updates on her FB and I did drop a comment. Few weeks after Raya nih, gave another try on calling her and still nothing. The best part is, I tried to ask some of my other friends whether they have any news on her. Ye lah, manalah tau dalam kesusahan ke sebenarnya. No one knows. Fine~

Tak tau lah if it's a sign or what, I YM my friend asking about her and my friend said why dont you just YM her, she;s online now. ONLINE? NOW? My YM clearly showed her name is OFFLINE!

Apakah?

I'm just so curious. If i ever did her wrong, I'm always ready to ask for her to forgive me. Rasanya macam takde je sebab sebelum nih ok je.

What do you think? Dia dah tak mo kawan ek? Well, tak apa lah. Redha. I've tried my best to reach her tapi seems like tak nak di hubungi je.

I just hope that she's ok and everything is fine.

If she ever read this, I'm actually worried about her.

Is it possible?

This is a just short entry. I'm thinking of being a Working At Home Mom (WAHM) tapi i have no idea on what to do, how to do and is it possible for me being one?

Orang kata nothing is impossible, cuma perlukan usaha yang gigih serta kecekalan, kekentalan mental, emosi dan semangat. The question is, do I have it all?

Ya ALLAH, aku perlukan petunjuk mu Ya ALLAH..

Is it me or else?

Kenapa ya I feel macam ada orang tak suka I dekat office ni?

Positive yemma positive!

Mainan perasaan je tu. Clear your thoughts. Think of the baby. Oh baby, you really brings the best out of me.

Oh Emosi~

Oh well, tengokkan title entry pun macam tak semegah je kan? Memang tak megah pun. I'm not sure whether the feeling is because of pregnancy or saya memang seorang yang penuh emosi! *Sigh*

Hari ini hari Isnin, nekad bangun dengan senyuman dan menempuhi 'Monday Blues' dengan as colourful and wonderful as I can be. Nekad tuh, jangan memain. Sesampai je di pejabat yang 'terchenta', hati ni seakan berdebar pulak. Kenapa nih?

Owh ya, baru teringat yang semalam 'Company' ada buat Open House, kena bertugas sampai pukul 4, tapi dengan selamba ku balik pukul 3 kerana kaki ku dh macam nak tercabut dah berdiri. Seperti yang di jangka, Sang BOS panggil tak lama selepas waktu pejabat bermula. Biasalah lecture kenapa balik awal semalam. Hello BOS, kaki saya dah macam nak tercabut dah tau. I'm sorry lah couldn't make it till 4pm, sekaligus di cap sebagai pekerja yang tidak committed terhadap tugas. I might not be tough macam your wife or officemate perempuan yang lain yang eventhough baru 6month preggy tapi still larat buat kerja-kerja yang di'perintah' kan, tapi I did my job okey! I did it with all my heart - ikhlas tau! Seronok tengok ramai yang datang and gelagat budak-budak yang round berapa kali mintak duit raya.

Buat kerja pun salah, tak buat lagi lah salah. Terasa sangat tidak dihargai ok. Terus demotivated untuk menempuh hari 'Monday Blues' ni. Baby mommy pun senyap je, tak gerak after mommy down with emotion. Agaknya baby mommy ni paham perasaan mommy dia. Mommy loves you baby! Don't worry because mommy will be stronger everytime mommy think of you.

Matlamat hidup dah focus untuk baby mommy ni je. I want you to be better than me. Kerja tak makan gaji macam mommy sebab sometimes orang tak appreciate kita, tapi as long as you work kerana Allah, Allah appreciates you and HE will reward you with the reward that sometimes kita tak nampak. Oleh itu sentiasa bersyukur ye baby.

Ok dah melalut. Itu lah emosi preggy lady macam I.

Oh emosi~

Breastpumps

Last week I've been busy surveying on breastpump to prepare myself for fully breastfeeding my soon to come out baby nih. Bermacam-macam jenis dan brand. Pening kepala nih nak membuat keputusan. I did some study on which is good and memang VALUE FOR MONEY. Yup, we are on a tight budget skit.

If only i berkemampuan to buy I'll definitely get myself this breastpump

Medela : Swing Breastpump with 2-Phase Expression

RM799.00

An electric breastpump which perfectly adapts to the daily routine of a dynamic mother. Ideal for occasional or frequent pumping – handy, trendy and quiet. Winner of 2006 Medical Design Excellence Award.

- With 2-Phase Expression®

- Ideal for out and about

- Gently massaging SoftFit™ Breastshield

- Electric or battery-powered

What is 2-Phase Expression ?

It is the only research based breastpump technology to mimic a baby's natural nursing rhythm. The unique combination of a rapid stimulation and slower expression makes pumping especially gentle, comfortable and efficient.

(source : http://www.mybbstore.com/ )

From my previous entry, ada 2 more yang dalam my list. Those 2 are :

Unimom Allegro Breastpump

RM338.00

Components:

• 
  
  Breast shield + Connector + Air tube
• 
  
  Bottle + Disc + Cap + Nipple + Bottle cover
• 
  
  Valve head + Membrane
• 
  
  Bottle stand
• 
  
  AC adaptor
  

  Features : 

• 
  
  Pump on the Go - Can work on 4 x AA batteries or included power adaptor
• 
  
  Mimics baby's suction - Rhythmic suction-mimics natural baby's suction allowing faster let down.
• 
  
   Electronically controlled - Easy adjustment of vacuum and cycles rate by soft touch controls with LED display
• 
  
  BPA free bottle
• 
  
  Comfortable suction
• 
  
  Vacuum/Cycles adjustment

(source : http://www.sarakids.com/ )

The above breastpump ni was my main choice. I like the features semua, in fact i think it is really value for money to have it. Then i continue on searching the best value for money breastpump and i found out that this breastpump tak sesuai untuk heavy duty pumping. Boleh pump 2-3 times daily je. I nak fully breastfeed my baby, i think 2-3 times daily macam tak cukup. Some more I ada baca here where at least kena ada yang hospital grade breastpump which means heavy duty la. Lagipun this is my 1st baby, I wouldn't want it to use it once je then the next baby kena beli lagi..No, no, no no.. Jangan membazir. Might as well spend untuk something yang tahan lebih lama.

So I switch to this :

 

Spectra 3 Electric Breastpump

RM388.00

Spectra 3 is almost one third the size of the Spectra 2 (no more bulky pumps to lug around) which makes it ideal for home and office use.

This set contains:

Pump motor/body.

1 standard size bottle with teat and bottle cap.

1 conversion kit for wide neck bottles.

1 Breast shield set and tubing only


My biras been using this. Dia kata ni pun dah ok sangat. So I take into consideration lah but the main thing or feature yang buat I opt to another breastpump is because it can be only use by electric. Tak boleh guna battery. My biras ada manual pump so, it's not a problem to her lah kan kalau takde feature tu. To me, kenapa kena ada 2 pump sedangkan 1 boleh works with or without electricity. Ye lah, the manual is useful kalau in case you travel long distance. Mana nak carik electricity kalau dalam kereta or dalam flight, aite? In my case I memang akan travel long distance because my husband is married to orang yang ada kampung halaman nun jauh di sana. Jadi this pump is a no no to me.

Next on my quest in finding what's the best pump for me I jumpa this :

Safety Plus Portable Breastpump
RM429.00

You can read all about the features here. Semua details ada and I think this is the right pump for me. Tawakal je lah tapi InsyaALLAH betul lah keputusan me untuk membeli nya. I'm thinking of having it this weekend. Baru nak try tengok the thing macam mana in real life. Barang-barang macam ni tak berani lah nak beli online.

Owh, i forgot to tell you why I choose this. It's because it comes dengan cooler bag and 2 milk storage sekali. Hehehe. If nak beli cooler bag tu the price is puluh-puluh jugak. So, consider it done by buying breastpump ini sahaja. Cuma kena add on ice pack untuk cooler bag tu.

Next thing on the list yang important jugak to me is warmer. Dah freeze kan breastmilk misti lah nak kena ada milk warmer kan. Ok now nak pergi survey.