When there's a will, there's a way

Ya, saya sangat bersetuju dengan tajuk entri kita pada kali ini. Definitely when there's a will there's a way. Kenapa? Kerana entri kali ini adalah mengenai saya yang telah kecundang kini seolah-olah mendapat sinar harapan baru. Ceeewaahh! Sinar harapan lah sangat, tapi I hope there's still hope.

Semalam, I met this 1 pharmacist. i dont know how, I dont know where I got guts I just dont know. All I know suddenly I befriended with her. Well to me it may be a sign or it's just another coinsidence. Tak kisah lah apa pun, tapi pertemuan semalam telah mengubah fikiran saya abit.

I was once given up in fully breastfeed. Mengalah, redha lah konon-konon tak apa lah tak dapat fully breastfeed and nak kasi je baby what's left with me. It didn't occur to me langsung yang sebenarnya my thought tu sebenarnya thought orang yang putus asa. No wonder production makin low. Yes, walaupun I've already mixed EBM and FM, tak bermakna I cannot fully breastfeed my baby kan? My friend berjaya fully bf walaupun at 1st she needed to topup with FM. Kenapa tak I? Why why why?

That kakak pharmacist taught me to express breast milk using hand. I punya lah tak reti dulu nak express milk guna tangan je turns out senang! Of course lah 1st try tak dpt banyak. Ia di bantu jugak dengan expressing using electric breast pump but it surely ada abit of improvement in the quantity. Owh suka!

I feel

Tidak semena-mena, I regreted that I've given up for a while there. Now I've found my strength back.

There's a will there's a way aite? Jadi..

Alhamdulillah. I really thank god i met her semalam. Never miss praying for help. Semoga i berjaya.