Is it already time to buy?

Kalau dikira-kira kan, this week my baby is turning 22 or 24week in my tummy. if convert into month my baby shud already be either 5 1/2 month or 6 month already. Baby mummy is getting bigger, so is mummy's tummy. I feel blessed and thankful and excited! Owh not to forget, nervous and scared too! I'm too happy feeling my baby moved in my tummy sampaikan I forgot things to prepare for expecting mummy. My Mr.H yang tiba-tiba reminds me of it. Seriously, feeling the baby moving inside you sangat lah meng'happy'kan. I even laugh with my baby, talking to the baby apa lah yang dia tengah buat sekarang. Kadang-kadang terasa tak selesa jugak when the baby kicks, kadang- kadang terasa macam geli-geli, and kadang- kadang terasa macam dia menggaru-garu! What ever it is, the feeling of it memang tiada galang ganti nya.( Waaah..my BM is getting good is it?) hahaha..

Ok, 6 month being preggy already. Is it the time to buy and prepare for everything? As for now, I'm just surveying baru the breastpumps and the accessories, things yang patut ada and tak perlu beli sangat. We are on tight budget. Almaklumlah miskin bandar. Hahaha. I memang dah niat nak fully breastfeed kan my baby. Selain dah makin celik dengan benefits breastfeeding ni, memang I nak bagi sebab nak the bonding between the baby and mummy tu strong!

So the 1st thing is breastpumps and its accessories lah. Some of my friends bought yg RM100+ punya je, tapi apa yang I surveyed kat baby store online ni price nya mostly RM300+. Pening pulak nak beli yang mana. Nak tau yang mana bagus yang mana tak yang mana better investment. Yelah, I'm not going to use it for my 1st baby je, untuk my future baby jugak. So here's the shortlisted breastpump. Gonna continue surveying more.

UNI MOM ALLEGRO BREASTPUMP RM 338

SPECTRA 3 BREASTPUMP RM388

Each of it pun looks ok to me just that yang spectra ni nampak convincing sikit. The Uni Mom tu the colour tu macam toys je. Hehehe. Anyone ada suggestions lagi ka? My SIL bought the manual 1 untuk pump dalam kereta. To me if i buy the Uni Mom, it can be operated using battery, so tak payah lah nak beli manual punya. 

I'm gonna continue survey the value for money breastpump lagi. Haish, how i wish money is not the matter here. Bersabar Yemma, what's the fun in it kalau everything pun you can get easily. (Hahaha, nak sedapkan hati sendiri lah ni)

Happily swimming inside mummy~

Alhamdulillah~

Tak ada apa lagi yang dapat diucapkan bila di kurniakan nikmat untuk pregnant ni. Mengalami dan merasai pergerakan baby kat dalam tummy ni. Syukur ke hadrat Illahi!

Now dah lebih kurang 22 weeks plus my baby in the womb. Well, menurut apa yang I baca by this time baby dah belajar menggenggam. Dapat tangan dan kaki. So I guess the baby is swimming and kicking kat dalam my tummy ni. The initial fluttering of the baby has turned into kicks and nudges. Yup, my tummy has become a hand magnet.

Dapat merasa movements dia every now and then. Kalau awal-awal skit dulu terasa dia moving during night je. Siang dia tidur I guessed. Sekarang every hour pun terasa movements dia. Sometimes terasa macam dia menggaru-garu dalam tummy ni. Geli!

Every night akan play my baby ayat-ayat suci Al-Quran, pasangkan headphone kat my tummy. I think my baby dah pandai mendengar. I mean all pancaindera dia dh start functioning. Nak baby dengar yang baik-baik je.

At this time, most of my pants dah start terasa ketat and tak selesa di pakai. I need more loose pants! If not berkain batik aje lah. Udah rupa bibik dah nanti.

Owh I forgot to take latest photo of me and my baby bump. Later akan di upload la ek.

Till then, daa~  

Pak Kassim Selamat Hari Raya

Before I start, nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua tak kira lah siapa pun, dimana pun. Raya-raya ni, entry pun kena lah berkenaan dengan Hari Raya kan? Ada satu kisah ni, happens couple years back kalau tak silap. Tak kisah lah dh berapa lama pun but the story masih lagi fresh dalam kepala ni.

Alkisah~

Setiap tahun memang akan pulang beraya ke Kelantan (this is before i get married)- my father's side, since side emak dah tak de atok nenek lagi dah. Jadi dah memang menjadi tradisi kami sekeluarga untuk pulang beraya di Kelantan. Travel by car ok! Dah tidur, bangun, tidur balik, bangun pun tak sampai-sampai nya lagi kami Labu! Travelling to Kelantan took us 8 freaking long hours! Ye! Betul! Hadap je lah setiap tahun. Apo nak buek. Nanti karang jadi cucu durhaka pulak.


Di pagi raya memang biasalah dengan sesi bersalaman memohon ampun dan maaf atas kesalahan yang dilakukan. Sob..sob..sob.. Drama lah sikit di pagi raya tu. Biasa tu semua biasa. Selepas Solat Sunat Aidilfitri, kami sekeluarga memang akan meninkmati juadah raya yang tak seberapa bersama-sama. kemudian baru sesi dramatis tu.


Biasanya raya pertama tu sedara mara lain akan datang menziarah kami, tapi tahun tu luar biasa lah pulak. Mano poie semua orang?! Takde pulak yang datang. Kan ke tak biasa tu. Jadi ayahanda decide to go to Kubur menziarahi pusara nendanya, moyang kami. Dek kerana sedang tengahari kembang dan kami yang anak-anak dara (mind you adik-adik semuanya perempuan) ni takut akan terkena sinaran UV yang akan menggelapkan kulit bagai zaman gelap ku itu, yang pergi cuma my 2nd sis n yang youngest beserta nenda terchenta - ye lah bonda dia punya pusara - Haruslah!

Nak di jadikan cerita, si adik (lurus skit orangnyer-alaa budak kecik) pun tanya lah sama omak den :

Adik : Dorang nak pegi mana?
Omak : Pergi kubur
Adik : Nak jumpa sape?
Omak : Zombie kampung pisang - Baru je lepas tayangan movie hari raya kat TV semalam.
Adik : *BLUR*
Kami : HAHAHAHAHA - ntah nape geli hati sangat tgk gelagat si adik yang always blur itu..alahai adik oh adik..

Hah.. dekat nak Asar dah, kedengaran bunyi kereta menanda kan dorang dah balik. Tak lama lepas tu, ada orang bagi salam.

Omak : Hah cemana? Ok tak?
(tanya mak kepada adik - almaklumlah iu lah kali pertama dia pegi kubur)
Adik : Hmm.. ok.
Angah : OK?! Ok pekebenda nyer, tak jumpa pun kubur nya!
Diriku : Abis tu korang pegi mana dah tak jumpa kubur nya?
Angah : Dah sampai, takkan nak balik, ayah cakap kita duduk je lah kubur memana pun baca Yaasin. Kitorang duduk je lah kubur sape-sape. Nasib lah sape yang dapat Yaasin tu.

* gelak yang giler lama dan panjang tak hengat bila dengar *

Ok sambung lagi...

Sedang dorang duduk baca Yaasin tu ada lah Pak cik ni datang..

Pakcik : Dari mana? Sedara ke dengan arwah mak saya?

OMG!!! Sebijik cerita Kassim Selamat Ok! Bukan cobaan, ini betul-betul!

* gelak guling-guling sampai rasa nak pecah perut *

Apa jadi next, korang buat lah assumption sendiri. Apa yang pasti, memang the best raya story i got and cerita ni musti akan di ulang setiap kali kami lalu di kawasan perkuburan. Biasalah, misti kena bahan kurang-kurang 5 tahun lagi kan?

Sejak dari itu, ayahanda I pun di gelar Pak Kassim Selamat oleh kami only bile lalu kawasan kubur. *hahahahah*

Pak Kassim Selamat, Selamat Hari Raya!

Esok Hari Raya! Esok Hari Raya!

Alhamdulillah I am now in my middle second trimester. Sihat walafiat. Baby seems active. Exactly 5 month old in the womb. Such an amazing feeling when i can feel the baby's moving. Terasa sangat-sangat lah bersyukur atas nikmat ni. Ye lah, ada orang been wanting a baby sampai berbagai cara tapi masih belum rezeki mereka but I have mine. Alhamdulillah!

Oh yes, the title is Esok Hari Raya and yes I'm working today. Feels like orang gila je bila kerja today. Mana tak nya, my company memamng 100% Malay. Jadi suasana or bahang hari raya tu dah start rasa seawal Isnin yang lepas lagi. Hari ni cuma berapa kerat je yang datang keja. Kenapalah haku tak hamik cuti je hari nih? Kenapa Yemma kenapa? Why? Arghhh...being mad at myself.

Ok, persediaan raya amacam? Setakat ini boleh lah dikatakan ok. Rendang ketupat segala macam yang lain tu disediakan oleh my MIL. Order saja. Saya cuma menyediakan baju raya SENDIRI je. Hahahaha. Warna tema raya tahun ni is BLUE. Honestly, i hate Hari Raya Theme!! Be it with colour, or jenis baju or anything that gotta do with theme. To me why do we need theme? Raya is raya lah! I just want my own style my own colour, my own design, Oh well, tak pe lah. Ikut je lah, but next year i will have my own colour. Tahun ni kasi chance lah,

Anyhow..I just wanna wish you all Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin! Berhabuk betul kan blog nih? Nak pi bersihkan lah nih..hahaha..Have fun ya.

The First Trimester

Obviously korang dah tau apa maksud title ni. Yes dearie semua (cewah then again, macam lah ramai pembaca blog ku - but that's not the point) I'm pregnant! Alhamdulillah~

We didn't plan for the baby, Mr.H kata kita serahkan saja pada Dia (macam drama melayu lah pulak). Sebenarnya, saya yang nak cepat. Entah ye, I guess it's a marriage thingy kot. Before this ada juga cam terdetik tak nak awal sangat. Bila dah kahwin, seriously can't resist of the small person desire! Seriously babe! Takkan nak geletek-geletek anak buah je. Normal ye normal, every woman musti ada desire ni.

There goes the 1st 2month. Nada! Frust tau the 1st time doctor habaq kata "I don't think you're pregnant" - that time I was down with UTI. Sudah ku explain apa itu UTI di posting ku yang lepas. Rajin jugak lah tak sihat early marriage ni. Orang kata hormon is getting use to the 'new' environment. Oh well, maybe.

Ok masuk je bulan ke 3 selepas berkahwin (ecececey), we are ready for our honeymoon. Well, it's a short vacation for just the 2 of us after all those hustle bustle di office. One day during my lunch at my mom's, at that time i was going back to my office after lunch (ye readers, office dekat je dengan rumah, jadi lunch pun balik rumah makan..teehee). My mom asked me, "kak, are you pregnant?". I was like "of course lah tak"-honestly I didn't know. Masuk je kereta, terdetik di hati, 'eh, entah-entah...I am...' . Lepas tu i just drop the thought. The next day, when i woke up, the 1st thing on my mind is, should I do the UPT? The night before memang takde fikir apape pun. Tidur senyenyak nya. I wonder kenapa i have that thought early in the morning. Ok, I denied it again. I thought maybe mainan perasaan because I wouldn't want to be frustrated again. Tak nak berharap lah konon. Same things happen the next day but this time I did the test.

Moment yang di nanti-nanti.......Jeng jeng jeng.... Ok so I did the procedure, saw the line was clear 1 line. Dalam hati kata, tak pe lah still bukan rezeki kot. Then......I take a look on the test again, and this time it's a clear double lines!!!!! O! M! G! I could not believe my eyes! I ran towards the box and tengok balik betul ke double line means I'm positive. Yes! Yes! Yes dearie, double line is damn POSITIVE. I was stunned, I was speechless, I went blur! Yeap..Blurry abis. I snap the picture and MMS to my most important persons.

Haaaaaaaaah...that's how I knew.

Alhamdulillah, early stage of pregnancy tak banyak pun kerenah. Just that, a bit of feeling loya-loya tekak but tak muntah. Now, rasa macam boleh adapt. I'm eating for 2 now.Hehee..You can imagine how much i eat. Silakan..I'm so happy, so emotional sampai tengok cerita sedih sikit pun nak tangkap leleh. Emosi emosi..

I'm so thankful to Allah, my Mr. H, my best friend-you know who you are, my parents and in laws..they are the persons yang sangat concern about me. Thank you thank you. Pray for my baby supaya dia jadi manusia yg berguna, lebih baik from what we are now. Yang jahat baby jangan ikut tau!.

Alhamdulillah~