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Thursday, September 23, 2010

Betul ke?

Betul ke being preggy ni agak emotional? During 1st trimester tu yes agak tak stabil, but sekarang macam tak sangat. Tapi kadang-kadang tu ada certain things memang buat you sentap gila! I guess soalan I terjawab lah kot ek? hehehe..

Semalam a bit sentap lah. Mr. H pergi tanya my MIL to take care of our baby once dia keluar from perut nih. Bukan nya dia tak tau yang his mom macam mana. Sudah di 'sound' awal-awal anak-anak korang tak da mana nya dia nak jaga. Cari lah nursery ke orang yang menjaga baby tu. Aiseymen~

Sudah ku bilang sayang ku, your mother wouldn't want to look after our baby. (I pun kalau boleh tak nak jugak). Entah kenapa, somehow hati I abit tersentap jugak. It feels like 'macam lah I nak sangat dia jaga my baby' - ISTIGHFAR banyak-banyak. Setan-setan ni yang meracuni thoughts I.

Apa pun, I dont want to think of it. 1st thing on my mind, kat mana nak berpantang and siapa orang yang capable menjaga my baby nanti.

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