Overdue

It has been 4 days since my estimated due date. Berbagai perception..dari salah calculation, baby comfy dalam perut, it's not the time yet, need to pay extra attention ke macam-macam lagi lah.

Penat~

Yes penat. Not that I penat carrying this baby inside of me, yang tu memang sudah pasti but any mother would not mind at all. Malah lebih happy. Penat dengan berbagai perception and soalan yang is the baby not coming out lagi? I wish i knew and i can answer each of the question. Unfortunately I cant. All i can is talk to the baby so that it's ok if he's not coming out yet but tak mau lah sampai memudaratkan him and me. It's better for me to take care of him outside the womb than inside.

And so there's an option for that which is to induce. Sounds simple je at first, tapi entah kenapa tergerak hati pulak nak buat some study on it. At least I know what will I be going through IF I choose to have myself induced kan? I wanna know what to expect jugak because all these while I thought that I dont mind waiting a bit longer than the due date for the baby to come out. Turns out waiting memang pressure! Pressure wondering how will it be, how will it feel, how this and that. Tired of waiting and guessing I think it's a sign of the baby coming out. Sekali false alarm. Penat tau. Then while working at the office nak kena menghadap question and reaction orang-orang sekeliling yang keep on asking and telling you what to do bila dah overdue ni.

Oh ya, people keep saying banyakkan jalan! Bagi cepat sikit bukak lah itu lah ini lah. I've been walking 5km every weekend sampai melecet lah tapak kaki but nothing! No signs at all. Bikin penat je lagi adalah. It's ok..Im still open for any suggestions. 

Oh well, if any of you yang waiting for the time to come like me, feel free to read how does the induce process will take place. At the mean time, I hope I dont have to induce as I want everything goes naturally. Kalau dah takdo pilihan, tak pelah as long as the baby is safe. It is all that matters to me.