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aaahh~ its been a while tak drop in new entry. Ok now br ade time. all these while my time being occupied dgn me handling my anger n stress. truly stress level sgt tinggi lately.

why do you hate ur job? or is it really ur job that u hate or u actually hates the environment? i think most ppl will said the environment aite? personally, i think i can handle stress from the job/task/assignment or wutever it is..tp its the person ard u yg buat u like going insane! they are impossible to be stopped..betul tak? haih~

in my case, i actually like my job..i got good team mate..we work in harmony..its those lil napoleon yg make me mcm nak stranggle them to death. yup..truly..im that mad. tak blh tgk org dok senang. i never give a damn on wut they are doing..never join them for gossips..i dont care abt them..i even don wanna know abt them..i just tot that they are all suckers..well not all of them..i must say that ade yg baik..

ok here's a situation..a company with less than 100 staffs conducting an event..an outing..but~ only a few are invited..that few is including me..the rest are not invited..and that the rest is my frens..will u go for the outing? and this outing is suppose to be a secret from the rest. wut b***s**t are they planning to do?!! its a benchmark for future event-dats wut they said..mind u they've nvr throw any event to the staff..staff yg conduct sendiri..i bet this is jz a cover up..tutup malu cz tak pernah bt event utk staff..somemore certain staff je plak yg disuruh pergi..yup..DI SURUH !! or lebey precise ckp COMPULSORY!! am i in a boarding skool or wut?! those days were over lah..come on..never been in 1 ke mereka ni? i actually dont mind going..i jz think it's not fair to the other.. kalo less than 100 peeps u imagine lah besar mana sgt the co. kalo u bersin pun org bwh blh tau..inikan plak conducting an outing..PLEASE USE UR HEAD!! i bet the rest takkan nak kecik hati lah cz masing² ada otak n their brain is functioning well n they are not kids! these are ppl yg ade qualification..stakat an outing mcm tu, tak berkudis pun kat hati if not invited. GROW UP!!!

so i've decided not going cz i really thinks it's unfair to the others..sgt unfair..it's not that i takut di label or something but i dont think im enjoying myself during the outing..my frens r not going..n yg ada nanti org² yg i ****..jd wuts the point of going? sakitkan hati diri sendiri? im so not going to do that lah kan..so wut happen if u takmo pergi? they'll make ur life miserable, add up ur stress level, having such an anger that u never had in ur life n unable to channel it out utk mdpt keadilan..

org kata jgn tak ske org sgt nanti org tu lah yg akan jd kwn baik? true ke? heard that many times..but mcm refuse to percaya je..cz i really mmg tak leh ske org yg i tak ske..n im doing anything not to be friended dgn dat person..assume that i donno that person or that person nvr exist..akn jd kwn baik jugak ke gitu? TIDAK!!!

so, there goes everything..elok² dpt kerja yg ok..sebabkan this small² things..sbbkan kegila kuasaan yg terlampau, di sebabkan cetek akal, disebabkan bad management..inilah hasilnyer..
have a good day..